The only way you're going to get proper help and healing is to educated yourself regarding Lyme. When I first suspected I may have this awful illness, I didn't want to believe it. I literally wanted to close my eyes and pull the whole five year old-block-my-ears-and-hum-I'm-not-listening tactic. But the reality is, when you HAVE Lyme, you HAVE Lyme...and pain doesn't just go away because you choose to stay ignorant.
Lyme Disease is a real medical war, and you as the patient really have to fight for your life. It's up to YOU to get diagnosed, YOU to get treatment, YOU to find coverage, and YOU to stand firm against anyone telling you "it's all in your head".
Educate yourself about the illness and don't let anyone tell you you're crazy. Because you KNOW that what you're feeling isn't the "norm" and life doesn't have to be like that.